A thousand times I want to soften my heart, and a thousand times I know I can't. A thousand times I want to give in to desire, a thousand more times I know I can't. Trust in the Lord, He'll deliver you from wrongs. You'll know when things will flow on, for God shall speak a peace in your heart. And hence I shall leave it all up to God, whatever comes I'll have a heart of gratitude. For every plan in His hands is perfect, may His will be done in whatever comes. At times I do not understand why some things happen the way they do, but still I praise His Holy name. Life's undulating, it's never a straight road, and God Himself never said it was easy. But I'll trust in Him, I'll suffer in His name, and when the end comes, I know He'll deliver me. By pillars I am crushed, on wings I shall fly. In mud I sleep, on sweet meadow I shall. I'd give to the Lord all my possessions, for when I have nothing, I have everything. Reduce me, Father, to a minuscule, let every commoner ridicule, for there is nothing I have to fear. Take me down to grime and dirt, let horses stomp and pigs ignore, for every step I take with you puts a jeweled crown upon my head. Spit on me, spurn my name, but not Thy name in perjury, nor put Thy holiness in false wrongs. But love my enemies as You'd love Your child, for they didn't know, they didn't know.